Monday, November 3, 2008

Present Tense and Past Tense

ah! Being back feels nice. lazing around, classes are supposed to start from tommorow but i shall enjoy my time before the daily grind starts. Feels nice, exhilarating to mind but not to the body. First thing i notice is that now there is a dog as well as a cat. And everyone is going coo-chi-koo over the cat and the dog. Hostels will pretty soon become a hostel for the strays.
Gaming is back. Yess Sir. In force. Everyday millions of soldiers, villagers of various civilizations are ruthlessly massacared. This is Age of Empires being played by no less than 16 players including both the hostels atleast 5 games each spanning for 1.5 to 3 hrs.
So now i wake up, play, eat lunch, play again, go for chai (optional), play (yet again) and finally sleep. My tentative plan for this semester is to study a bit, gain few extra knowledge and of course attend classes.
Regarding internship i say yet again that it went ok. No they do not give out PROs randomly like other firms. Chances of landing a job looks slim. believe me, i dnt think that i can do Due Diligence works for the rest of my life. Funny thing about internship is that the associates or senior associates dump their clerical work on us poor hapless interns. And we cannot say anything. They will be happily sit on your ass or roast you on slow fire till you get the job done. another feature i have noted that these yuppie people leave office by 7 or 8. if any intern found sitting or working, they will dump their extra work on them. the interns work till wee hours of the morning and come promptly on time while these assos come late and discuss with their colleagues about this pataka girl in the club last night over their morning coffee. All the while the intern stands bit afar, eyes bloodshot (lack of sleep) with matted hair and stomachs rumbling softly as they have skipped yet another breakfast so as to be on time, waiting for the 'assos' to turn and ask about the progress of the work given last night. Oh crap! All these to get a bloody pro. pimping yourself for it....

Thursday, October 23, 2008

LAST DAY OF MY LAST INTERNSHIP

Last working day of my internship. Yes sir, my last bloody day of my last bloody internship of my life. so far it has been, like before, took time to pick up its pace, and once it picks up its pace, its good as a Mack truck at full speed downhill minus breaks. i am being dragged around by 2 associates, each claiming their work to be a top priority, has entrusted me their 'ground breaking' work. as soon as i look into it, its merely clerical, hell lot of it. arranging documents is easy, but 5-6 Big binders of it is too time consuming. and most pissing of thing is that they give u tons of work, make impressing talk abt it, and when i look up 5 mins later.... they are merrily chatting away. every 5 mins one will call via intercom and 'politely ask'how much have i done. AARgh... God.
In other news, am on a diet. Yes boss, a diet, and leading a disciplined life. U might get a insight how i am living now from my previous entries but let me also inform ya all, no booze, no late nights, no other stuff. i hope it does some good for me.
Then, when i reach home i expect to return to my old ways. ;)
Then also, i have been doing a lot of speed dating, a dating application on Facebook for all those single hearts out there. Sheer boredom man, but some chicks are really "HOT".
anyways, i will make a post on my time in internship here..... do look it....i hope to make a splashing sensational Heading.....well later ppl.... gotta go and spank Boka aka Mr. Sili for dropping water on my shirt. No mercy...thats my policy.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Reflections and Refractions

Cant get over the fact that i am still in this lousy place,and nothing i can do to fast forward to my departure date. Some guys tell me: Dude, u are frustrated, get laid.....
i say: yeah man.(smirk)..send ur wifey over here...
most dnt understand that my life is built in a solid compact sphere. i am well off in that regulated environment. moment i am thrown out of it or bade to leave it, my life is in chaos as winds of karma buffet my spirit around; tossing my being around in the eternal void. thats what stresses me out, distress me to infinte extent and levels. Call me lazy, call me anything u want. Its not me wanna getting laid, drunk or stoned; its just me being me, me being with friends and family. Me happy. Capish! so bugger off ppl who has some 'brilliant ideas', i dnt wanna buy. Go F*** yerself. i just wanna get back to my sphere of life.
Considering the way the things are i wont be singing David Guetta's "world is mine.." after i pass out. 1 more semester to go and am not very happy...not even amused. the number of divorces that are occuring in the law firm sector is not a very happy news. Recruitment process looks bleak. (sigh).
that day we went for a car drive after getting amply sloshed in gokuls. though it was bit cramped as 5 guys were trying sit comfortably in the back seat of a Honda city, but i liked it... i wanted to relax, i was drunk. the driver was my bald friend, his pate shining like a moon but his relentless jokes made me laugh (and his writing skills maketh me wonder). But spending the night in the streets of Bandra in that condition was not funny. no sir....but still i was relaxed smoking endlessly, exhaling the smoke listlessly into the crisp night air trying to come in terms with my present life. But i have a long way to go. in 6 months i have to be strong enuf not to be thrown around in that void, or being listless. i have to give up my protective sphere and break out.....Drat... i broke another binder....(sigh)....

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Days of Boredom and useless Presumption......

Another boring week in mumbai...... Everyday i wake up to see my roomie sleeping with 'chaddars' drawn over his head, comfortably snoozing. everyday i glare at him, curse him under my breath..... and then start my daily mundane activities. My activities in the firm is rather not so firm as frequent bouts of headaches threaten to take massive chronic proportions after reading pages of complicated legal shit. Am really wondering now, Have i made the right choice?
Choice?? Hmmmm.... interesting word choice. A wise man once said that nature and God gives us 2 choices in face of a predicament: one that is right and the one we take (we mortals usually end up taking the wrong one). i dnt know exactly whether i made the right choice or the made the most foolish one in my life. anyways we shall see..... in future.... which many fore-sighted people (read jyotishi's) say is very bright. I presume that its more likely to be sloshy and smoky as i shall in order to retain my sanity gonna indulge in those only and then promptly lose all by over-indulging in both. So my future is like this after i pass out from law school.... A big bright future.... thanks law school.
few nice happening that happened in between is Mr. Sili has arrived with his supply bag of greens..... (few days of comfort). Yesterday i marched him to Baghdadi from office (which is over couple of miles i presume) and then back again from the twisting and winding interior by lanes of Nagpada (its near Byculla) as our bus took a wrong turn (Blame Mr. Sili who was silly enuf to think that Nagpada is just the name of a Bus-stop). Poor thing fell asleep the moment he was back in his room and managed to hit the sack.
Plus, the taxi strike today. I got a taste of Mumbai BEST bus with the best of crowds. Poor Mr. Silli was in one bus, obscenely grinding his paunch into the backside of an octogenarian woman (in an effort to get in the bus, i presume again), who promptly replied back with a stream of (i presume) swear words in marathi. The sight was too much for me, as i was laughing so hard that i missed that bus. I dint regret being late that day.. it was worth it, i guess.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Boring Days

i am not that good to quote focoult and other philosophers..... and equate it to my life and those around me. i more at home reading and understanding something more real. i think they call it being realistic. so maybe i am a realist. no idea man.....nver wanted to make one. am not a star or some VIP..i write for fun.
I am bored. thats why i intend to invade the blogging sites. fill it up with my mindless, useless, baseless gooblegook to let out the steadily building frustration in me. in mumbai (as some political fanatics in maharastra insist) quotient of fun has gone down. smking ban in public places and non-availability of other stuffs made lives sad. only way is to stare at the ceiling fan rotating..... rotating..... Zzzzzzzzzz.

i cant believe that i have become a good soul(temporarily). i read books, newspapers avidly now..... a habit which i had given up for quite few years. now i am reading and have been accumulating knowledge rather than indulging in my favorite past time....:P


been here in mumbai from 30th sept..... but so far.... i have been bored. i wake up arnd midday.... go for my daily jobs..... then by lunch am bored. post lunch i am scratching my head and ass while thinking what to do...
4 pm.. i am yet to decide what to do. i wish i was at home. pujas are going on there. cud have met few ppl....pigged out somewhere. culd hve chked out some girls while pandal hopping. spend evening in opium or oly's and then waste away near outram ghat or some other place. if i were at home...then no need to plan.... just go.... something will come up. BUt no.... am stuck in some stupid internship. bloody marathis dnt knw abt celebrating a festival or how to have a festive mood. all they knw is to count money.[Baburao re.....]
life is so sad..... i wish something exciting to happen.....